Like a fool

Feeling like totally like a fool, i'll not trust guys anymore.. they are so f*** up, always say one thing and do another.. Guys please please treat ya gf good..

I already wake up, he cant have him leaving his gf for me.. I cant continue to do wat im doin w him as this will hurt another pretty lady.. What u mean when u say try to work out with me and on another side u are still loving to ya gf.. I cant take it anymore..

Not even u, that "xxx" also the same.. Wanting a patch up n keep saying u love me so so much and yet u are "fishing" behind me.. What is this man... Is that really no guys can be trusted???

I'm losing all the trust on guys, im trusting no one expect for my buddies and myself...

Forget abt the unhappiness...

Yesterday
It's Lixin and michael's bd...

Oh, we gals went to KTV at yang's working pl.. have a great time there till the bill comes, cos of some miscommunication there's some argument with the staff that.. Leaving there, we headed towards Heeren's balcony..

Quite a cosy area for us to relax, have some chats and drinks, photo-takings and cutting of bd cake.. Quite an enjoyable night.. =)

Friday
It's serene's bd... Happy bd gal, good that there's improvment in ya 'O' lvl result..

Went to michael's bd chalet at changi w billy n sabby.. It's a nice pl with seaview but it's a bit ulu.. It's much more further up the changi village..

Leave the pl ard 12plus when austin n melvin came over and picks us up.. aft sending billy hm, we went to bukit timah for supper cos sabby was hungry.. aft wc, we went to KM8 to chill out.. Have some fun there and home with wet clothings... haha...

Thurs
Nth to say much, juz went club at DBL O cos ah bao working O bar.. Went to look for him... =)

Life is getting more n more miserable, eventhough there are people coming into my life but i still cant feel anything.. don wish to waste ppl's time and make them hurt in the end...